Where again do i start? im not certain of anything but the pain i feel in my heart and the fear of not makeing it home again. the fear of never being home again. the fear of never haveing my own vehicle again, or a towel to hang in my bathroom even. what am i doing? im currently waiting and praying social security might actually aprove my application.im also trying to find a shelter close as possible somewhere and i am open to any kind a work if only i could find it. truth is there not going to want me im afraid.i am also trying hard to be positive and think bout how blessed i am and the people i know in my life. am also needing medical care alot of it. am so unsure of what to do or how. just feel numb and afraid sometimes more than others like now.
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